IAmOneHellOfAButler

With every war your taking a loved one whether its a dad mom brother sister auntie uncle cousin friend nephew niece son daughter with every war comes great lose and pain even if you win what have you truly gain from what you took away from other people what have you actually fought for? what is the reason for a war with killing? was taking that many lifes that outcome you expected loved in ur country but hated in others. Your taking lifes from other people your taking someone lover or family member but you still get praised in your country as if what you did was a amazing act it may have been you won the fight but what you did will forever ha

How ironic I'd be back here at such a weird place one might say on my right is a beautiful fantasy and oh my left is a hellish nightmare and in between is well I'll never tell because I can't it's so ironic and weird I'd be back here I've visited at least 4 times in my life this little anonymous place it's not a color it's got no end it has a beginning middle and end it's like I'm trap and stuck in a never ending warp I wonder if I'll ever leave it's like dejavu I'm here but not there I'm breathing but not hearing I'm seeing but not looking I'm feeling but.... Not living I'm speaking but not thinking I'm here oh how ironic I've been here befo